empire of ink

August 24, 2006 at 4:26 pm | Posted in poetry | 3 Comments

I don’t love you

so if this

is the last poem

ever written

know that,

know I don’t love you

because I’ve left

this empire

of ink & sweat

on these pages

for someone else

to read between

the lines:

I don’t love you

and I never will

and I won’t

because the poems

give me less trouble

than you did,

so don’t think

so don’t believe

so don’t

and take this empire of ink

and decide for yourself

because I never could.

Cursed

August 23, 2006 at 1:18 pm | Posted in poetry | Leave a comment

I wouldn’t wish

this curse

on anyone

because a poet

never stops thinking

about the next

to greatest

poem

he or she

can free from

their subconscious

because it gets

harder

as every single day

passes,

and it gets harder

to keep loving

these words

while living

your life

full of obstacles,

but to free

yourself

from the shackles

of

corporate doom,

one must

unlock the part

of your soul

where secrets hide,

foraging into the forest

for those

special berries

keeping you alive

for another

word,

for another

line

and for another day

fending off

the

madness

trying to

bring us

all down.

never again

August 23, 2006 at 1:16 pm | Posted in poetry | Leave a comment

There was this one night

where I went to

read some poems

at an over-priced

coffeeshop,

Douglas Street, Victoria,

and I stumbled

on every word

while the people stared,

but I blame it all

on the girl

who got me stoned

half an hour earlier

because it was one of

those times

I wanted back,

since it seems

someone was taping

the event

for a show

on University radio,

and out of the five poems

I had picked out,

I could barely

get through one

without laughing or

making it look like

I had mental issues,

so I cut it short

to a well deserved

smattered applause

and swore sobriety

at poetry readings

with distinguished authors

taping my voice

for radio.

doctor’s office

August 22, 2006 at 5:38 pm | Posted in poetry | Leave a comment

been a rough week

so I’m in

the doctor’s office,

sitting on a

brown chair

staring at the

linoleum,

and I shouldn’t have

but I brought along

Bukowski

to pass the time

but it just

makes the time go by

slower

and while

Henry talks about

some woman

calling him

a son of a bitch

so-and-so

the fear of this day

creeps up

faster & faster

among the reddish-beige

tiles, so Charles,

I should of

brought Jack

because I’m depressed

enough

as it is,

you son of a bitch

so-and-so.

souls of men

August 22, 2006 at 5:37 pm | Posted in poetry | Leave a comment

I got a pack of cigarettes

dying in my ashtray;

a filthy habit,

just like love

and all my heroes

have split

from the cosmos

in poetic deviation,

only remembered

in corporate bookstore madness

over-priced words & thoughts

too much to charge

for the soul of man.

former greek goddess

August 22, 2006 at 5:36 pm | Posted in poetry | Leave a comment

She was a

greek goddess

back in her day,

but now

everything seems lost

and with her withered face

it’s hard

to imagine

this once beautiful woman

had any type

of sexual prowess,

but it must be

the eyes

so tired of

holding up

bags of discontent,

yet whenever I see her

we smoke cigarettes

and laugh

but it’s never the same

because before,

I used to think

if I ever

saw her out

having a drink,

I’d walk right up

to that forty-nine year old beast

and with the

confidence of a matador

unfurl my cape

of seduction

if only for a poem

in the morning.

poems & bullets

August 22, 2006 at 5:36 pm | Posted in poetry | Leave a comment

Sorry mama, I know you don’t agree

or think I choose

my battles wisely,

but I must confess

to being

the lone gunman

perchered atop your mind,

replacing bullets with poems

bleeding people dry,

so tell me

which television camera

I should point my pen at

to incite a riot

within the system,

because my words

wound souls,

literary erections

just

hang

there

and the wine bottles

clank

and the sun burns

bones

dropping these bombs

in the hopes that

society destroys itself

one denial at a time.

madness

August 22, 2006 at 5:34 pm | Posted in poetry | Leave a comment

Kristina, Jennifer & Lisa,

I blame it on the madness.

Jessica, Sarah & Crystal,

I blame it on the madness.

Carrie, Louise & Stephanie,

I blame it on the madness.

Lori, Heather & Pam,

I blame it on the madness.

Christine, Amber & Dawn,

I blame it on the madness.

Wendy, Michelle & Jamie,

I blame it on the madness,

and that’s my excuse.

next poetry reading

August 22, 2006 at 5:13 pm | Posted in Poems n Poetry | Leave a comment

I’ll walk up to the stage

with a belly

full of poems,

blow smoke from my nostrils

and stare into

the grey abyss

of words

watching the people

stare a silent hole

right into me

from their crazy dimentia,

holding that microphone

in my hand

like an all consuming

heartache

and I’ll wax political

nightmares

straight into jaded souls,

stealing the hearts

of every pretty poetess

with an ounce of love

for sideburn innuendo,

decrying love as nothing

but egotistical ramblings

of conscience,

while my bald head shines

in the spotlight,

while my cigarette

wastes precious seconds away,

while my coffee

turns to stone

and I burn with desire

contemplating

                      my

                          next

                                  move.

Ode to the last great poets

August 22, 2006 at 2:40 pm | Posted in Poems n Poetry | Leave a comment

We are the last poets, sick and twisted

       dope withdrawal & coffee kicks (5 cups, 10 sugars, 13 creamos)

and nicotine’s evil spirit,

burning poems in forgotten fireplaces

        wandering the lazy streets

passing drunks and pimps on the sidewalks of life,

loving the whores, twinkies and plain janes

        truly giving a damn about the World,

watching a soul sister slice wrists

        with strange poeticness in the alleyway,

laughing in front of City Hall intoxicated

        willing a consequential sign with

souls beaming during conversations with God,

sitting like Buddha panhandling for cigarettes

         eyes open head down hands outstretched

waiting for death to come faster than yesterday,

poetry escaping like shit from your lips

          the exquisite genius torn jeans faded baseball cap

lamenting visions midnight coffee shops,

Sunday morning staring at Church door insanity,

          Welfare was beautiful the first thirty days

but we all must start from somewhere,

Van Gogh’s letters stolen from the Priest

          himself a witness to a poor painter chopping an ear off

never forgetting the insane demands of love & women,

drowning in books, poems & half-truth blindness,

          discovering the beauty of Kerouac

from tattooed red-haired conspirator 1998,

questioning the prophets inbetween smoke ring delirium

          howling at the moon forgiveness

begging an ear for a sweet rambling poet,

swimming in an ocean of divine literature

          microphone feedback sweating on stage

smiling a literary erection a Mother could be proud of,

prowling naked in universal judgment

         simplifying beauty in connection of words

suspending a soul from the twinkling stars

         all in praise of poetic emancipation.

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