empire of ink
August 24, 2006 at 4:26 pm | Posted in poetry | 3 CommentsI don’t love you
so if this
is the last poem
ever written
know that,
know I don’t love you
because I’ve left
this empire
of ink & sweat
on these pages
for someone else
to read between
the lines:
I don’t love you
and I never will
and I won’t
because the poems
give me less trouble
than you did,
so don’t think
so don’t believe
so don’t
and take this empire of ink
and decide for yourself
because I never could.
Cursed
August 23, 2006 at 1:18 pm | Posted in poetry | Leave a commentI wouldn’t wish
this curse
on anyone
because a poet
never stops thinking
about the next
to greatest
poem
he or she
can free from
their subconscious
because it gets
harder
as every single day
passes,
and it gets harder
to keep loving
these words
while living
your life
full of obstacles,
but to free
yourself
from the shackles
of
corporate doom,
one must
unlock the part
of your soul
where secrets hide,
foraging into the forest
for those
special berries
keeping you alive
for another
word,
for another
line
and for another day
fending off
the
madness
trying to
bring us
all down.
never again
August 23, 2006 at 1:16 pm | Posted in poetry | Leave a commentThere was this one night
where I went to
read some poems
at an over-priced
coffeeshop,
Douglas Street, Victoria,
and I stumbled
on every word
while the people stared,
but I blame it all
on the girl
who got me stoned
half an hour earlier
because it was one of
those times
I wanted back,
since it seems
someone was taping
the event
for a show
on University radio,
and out of the five poems
I had picked out,
I could barely
get through one
without laughing or
making it look like
I had mental issues,
so I cut it short
to a well deserved
smattered applause
and swore sobriety
at poetry readings
with distinguished authors
taping my voice
for radio.
doctor’s office
August 22, 2006 at 5:38 pm | Posted in poetry | Leave a commentbeen a rough week
so I’m in
the doctor’s office,
sitting on a
brown chair
staring at the
linoleum,
and I shouldn’t have
but I brought along
Bukowski
to pass the time
but it just
makes the time go by
slower
and while
Henry talks about
some woman
calling him
a son of a bitch
so-and-so
the fear of this day
creeps up
faster & faster
among the reddish-beige
tiles, so Charles,
I should of
brought Jack
because I’m depressed
enough
as it is,
you son of a bitch
so-and-so.
souls of men
August 22, 2006 at 5:37 pm | Posted in poetry | Leave a commentI got a pack of cigarettes
dying in my ashtray;
a filthy habit,
just like love
and all my heroes
have split
from the cosmos
in poetic deviation,
only remembered
in corporate bookstore madness
over-priced words & thoughts
too much to charge
for the soul of man.
former greek goddess
August 22, 2006 at 5:36 pm | Posted in poetry | Leave a commentShe was a
greek goddess
back in her day,
but now
everything seems lost
and with her withered face
it’s hard
to imagine
this once beautiful woman
had any type
of sexual prowess,
but it must be
the eyes
so tired of
holding up
bags of discontent,
yet whenever I see her
we smoke cigarettes
and laugh
but it’s never the same
because before,
I used to think
if I ever
saw her out
having a drink,
I’d walk right up
to that forty-nine year old beast
and with the
confidence of a matador
unfurl my cape
of seduction
if only for a poem
in the morning.
poems & bullets
August 22, 2006 at 5:36 pm | Posted in poetry | Leave a commentSorry mama, I know you don’t agree
or think I choose
my battles wisely,
but I must confess
to being
the lone gunman
perchered atop your mind,
replacing bullets with poems
bleeding people dry,
so tell me
which television camera
I should point my pen at
to incite a riot
within the system,
because my words
wound souls,
literary erections
just
hang
there
and the wine bottles
clank
and the sun burns
bones
dropping these bombs
in the hopes that
society destroys itself
one denial at a time.
madness
August 22, 2006 at 5:34 pm | Posted in poetry | Leave a commentKristina, Jennifer & Lisa,
I blame it on the madness.
Jessica, Sarah & Crystal,
I blame it on the madness.
Carrie, Louise & Stephanie,
I blame it on the madness.
Lori, Heather & Pam,
I blame it on the madness.
Christine, Amber & Dawn,
I blame it on the madness.
Wendy, Michelle & Jamie,
I blame it on the madness,
and that’s my excuse.
next poetry reading
August 22, 2006 at 5:13 pm | Posted in Poems n Poetry | Leave a commentI’ll walk up to the stage
with a belly
full of poems,
blow smoke from my nostrils
and stare into
the grey abyss
of words
watching the people
stare a silent hole
right into me
from their crazy dimentia,
holding that microphone
in my hand
like an all consuming
heartache
and I’ll wax political
nightmares
straight into jaded souls,
stealing the hearts
of every pretty poetess
with an ounce of love
for sideburn innuendo,
decrying love as nothing
but egotistical ramblings
of conscience,
while my bald head shines
in the spotlight,
while my cigarette
wastes precious seconds away,
while my coffee
turns to stone
and I burn with desire
contemplating
my
next
move.
Ode to the last great poets
August 22, 2006 at 2:40 pm | Posted in Poems n Poetry | Leave a commentWe are the last poets, sick and twisted
dope withdrawal & coffee kicks (5 cups, 10 sugars, 13 creamos)
and nicotine’s evil spirit,
burning poems in forgotten fireplaces
wandering the lazy streets
passing drunks and pimps on the sidewalks of life,
loving the whores, twinkies and plain janes
truly giving a damn about the World,
watching a soul sister slice wrists
with strange poeticness in the alleyway,
laughing in front of City Hall intoxicated
willing a consequential sign with
souls beaming during conversations with God,
sitting like Buddha panhandling for cigarettes
eyes open head down hands outstretched
waiting for death to come faster than yesterday,
poetry escaping like shit from your lips
the exquisite genius torn jeans faded baseball cap
lamenting visions midnight coffee shops,
Sunday morning staring at Church door insanity,
Welfare was beautiful the first thirty days
but we all must start from somewhere,
Van Gogh’s letters stolen from the Priest
himself a witness to a poor painter chopping an ear off
never forgetting the insane demands of love & women,
drowning in books, poems & half-truth blindness,
discovering the beauty of Kerouac
from tattooed red-haired conspirator 1998,
questioning the prophets inbetween smoke ring delirium
howling at the moon forgiveness
begging an ear for a sweet rambling poet,
swimming in an ocean of divine literature
microphone feedback sweating on stage
smiling a literary erection a Mother could be proud of,
prowling naked in universal judgment
simplifying beauty in connection of words
suspending a soul from the twinkling stars
all in praise of poetic emancipation.
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